hahaha

"you're a drug, kiddo."

sweetest thing ever said:

"It's like, I'm never gonna donate my kidney, just in case she ever needs it."

Accent

It's funny how I can barely understand what you're saying, but I somehow know exactly what you mean.

The Opportune Moment

It's truly an art to be able to pinpoint that opportune moment that can mean one path or another. To be able to come to the realization before it's too late is almost unhuman. It takes pure intuition and perception to see such a moment before it's passed. What a wonder to think that five seconds of your day can change the direction of your entire life, and perhaps even the lives of others. This is a fragile universe that we live in.

List of things to do before December 21, 2012

1) Travel/Live in Europe.
2) Play her song.
3) Skydive.
4) Bungee Jump.
5) Purchase a motorcycle.
6) Purchase a sailboat.
7) Purchase a shotgun.
8) Make love.
9) Fuck.
10) Live on my own.
11) New Year's eve in Times Square.
12) Visit Japan.
13) Write a book.
14) Plant a seed.
15) Visit the West Coast.
16) Visit South America.
17) Snowboard.
18) Surf.
19) Visit Hawaii.
20) Attend a university.

to be continued...

All I need

I'm the next act,
Waiting in the wings.
I'm an animal,
Trapped in your hot car.
I am all the days
That you choose to ignore.

You are all I need.
Your're all I need.
I'm in the middle of your picture,
Lying in the reeds.

-Thom Yorke

Mom

There is nothing more intimate than slow dancing with your mother on her birthday.

Fear

Why is it that people fear so much? We worry about the silliest, most irrational things at the silliest, most irrational moments.

What if I lose control and fall into the canal?
What if I never see him again?
What if someone's waiting in my room?
What if this is really it?
What if I'm too late?
What if she doesn't love me?
What if? What if? What if?

What if you just breathe, count backwards from ten, and tell yourself:

"Everything is okay."

Even if you don't believe it, just keep saying it until you do. It didn't seem so hard before when you were freaking out about that other thing...

Just breathe. Deep, slow breaths.

Breathe.